The Mysterious Death of Miss Jane Austen Read online

  I lay on my bed, his face filling the dark space in my head every time I closed my eyes. I saw him more clearly now than ever: saw that his easy, jovial air concealed a hard, ruthless side. That ability of his to spot vulnerability and to milk it for his own ends had obviously served him very well in the world of commerce. Now he was using it to command my allegiance.

  ***

  That evening a picnic was planned. Jane and I were to walk to Beechen Cliff, taking Fanny and Anna with us. At five o’clock the air was as still and hot as a bake house. Mrs. Raike said it was the warmest May she could remember. She was off to the theater with Miss Gowerton and groaned at the thought of being inside a building with no windows. Desperate as I was to see Jane, I felt I should offer to stay with Mrs. Raike and fan her while she watched the performance. But in the next breath she said that if she could stand lying swaddled in hot towels under an eiderdown for an hour, an evening at the theater should be child’s play. And with that she shooed me off to Trim Street.

  As I hurried through the town, passing chairs and peddlers, I carried an image of Jane before me. She was sitting in the library at Godmersham, her fingers stained black and a pen propped in the inkwell beside her. How I longed to ask her about the other novels she had written. How delightful it would have been to spend the evening talking of the characters she had created, the settings she had picked, and the plots she had dreamed up. It hurt to think that she could have shown them to me but had chosen not to. Yet I remembered the excruciating agony of self-doubt I had experienced at the thought of showing my own half-written play to anybody else. How much worse it must be for her, I thought, to have come so close to getting published only to be fobbed off with false promises. No wonder she had kept quiet about it.

  I had hoped to have Jane to myself for at least part of the evening, but it was not to be. When I arrived at Trim Street, Fanny and Anna were already there, helping their aunt and the cook to pack the picnic baskets. It was not until we were high above the gleaming white buildings and the lazy river that the girls left us behind, vying to outrun each other to the view point at the top of the cliff.

  “How has it been today?” Jane asked, slipping her arm through mine. “Did you have to endure the Pump Room again? Having to look upon those insufferable people is bad enough, but having to smell them as well—how very vile in this heat!” I laughed and told her that it had not been so bad. She was very much surprised when she heard to whom I been introduced. “I read in the paper that he was here,” she said. “Did he bring his horrid wife?”

  I described the feathered accoutrements and the snake smile but left out the spiteful comments about Jane’s want of a husband. I added that I had found Eliza’s godfather quite charming and that he had actually apologized to me for his wife’s bad manners.

  “She is a harpy”—Jane smiled—“but she snared him with her beauty, I suppose. She hates Eliza, you know: she is desperately jealous of Mr. Hastings’ regard for her.”

  “Oh?” I affected surprise, for I had not told her of the encounter with Henry and the look Mrs. Hastings had given me when she realized we were acquainted.

  “She tried to marry Eliza off to her eldest son when the comte went to the guillotine,” Jane went on, “because she fears that Mr. Hastings will leave Eliza all his money.”

  “And Eliza refused?”

  “Absolutely. Charles Imhoff is a cruel, talentless oaf. Henry served alongside him in the militia. He told me some awful tales of the way Charles treated his men.”

  I thought of Eliza, resplendent in her gilded drawing room, showing off her home to the embittered Mrs. Hastings, whose husband was now funding the man Eliza had chosen over her own son. No surprise then that the lady had made herself so disagreeable at the musical evening, pinching the servants and criticizing the players.

  I wanted to tell Jane what Mrs. Raike had whispered on the way to the Pump Room, ask her if it was true that Eliza was the natural daughter of Mr. Hastings. But my concern for her was far greater than my curiosity. If Jane was ignorant of the gossip, I reasoned, it would come as a terrible shock to her, and if she was not, it would be humiliating for her to know that her cousin was being whispered about in such a public place. But to my surprise, she raised the subject herself.

  “I suppose that you will have heard, if Miss Gowerton is a close friend of Mrs. Hastings, what they say about Eliza’s parentage?”

  I hesitated a moment before owning it, but she saw it in my face. She gave a little sigh as I repeated what Mrs. Raike had said. “Is it true,” I asked her, “or just a spiteful rumor from a jealous tongue?”

  “I don’t know,” she replied. “Nobody knows, not even Eliza herself. My Aunt Philadelphia would never discuss it, even when Eliza demanded to know. When she died, Eliza found letters—not love letters, exactly, but enough to suggest a deep attachment.”

  “What about Mr. Hastings? Surely he could give her the substance of it?”

  Jane shook her head. “Eliza told me she is afraid to ask. It is a case, I think, of not wanting to kill the goose that lays the golden eggs.”

  At that moment Anna came bounding up to us, Fanny trailing in her wake. Anna had matured so much since the previous summer that she could easily have been mistaken for a woman of twenty, though she was only three weeks past her thirteenth birthday. Her dark curls twisted over her pink cheeks as she hung her head, breathless from running. I thought how pretty she was. Difficult for the stepmother, I thought, for Mary Austen could never have been a beauty such as this, with her scarred face and her masculine jaw. I remembered what Fanny had said in the bathing machine: about Mary being grumpy and jealous during her last confinement. Beholding Anna now I could well believe it. It was unlikely that Mary’s own daughter would grow to be such a beauty.

  We settled ourselves on a patch of short grass sheltered by blossoming gorse bushes and began unpacking the picnic baskets. The sun was still well above the horizon, its golden glow not yet turned amber. Jane tapped Fanny on the wrist when she tried to pluck a sweetmeat from beneath the cloth that covered them. Leaning back on the rug with a pout, Fanny said:

  “Aunt Jane, what is criminal conversation?”

  Jane’s eyes darted toward mine with a look of surprise tinged with suspicion. “Why ever do you ask me that, Fanny?”

  “I saw it in the Bath paper. Aunt L. P. lets me read it, you know,” she replied, with an air of self-importance. “It said: ‘Lord Craigavon is suing Sir Frederick Sissons for criminal conversation with his wife, Lady Diana Craigavon, nee Archbold.’ What does it mean?”

  “Well,” Jane said slowly, “it means just what it says, doesn’t it?” She glanced at me again, but before I could think up anything eligible, she said: “Evidently Sir Frederick and Lady Craigavon have been talking about things that should only be discussed by husband and wife.”

  I nodded vigorously and pulled the cloth off the hard-boiled eggs. “Have one of these, Fanny dear,” I said. “Would you like some cucumber with it?”

  “But surely you can’t take someone to court for just talking!” the child persisted. I saw her cast a sly glance at Anna. Apparently she had a pretty good idea what the term meant but wanted the sport of embarrassing her aunt. In this, however, she was to be disappointed, for Jane was about to deliver more than her niece had bargained for.

  “Actually, Fanny, you can, although that is a different matter altogether and is called slander. What you have read about is something the Bible teaches. Do you know the Ten commandments?”

  “Er… yes.” Fanny blinked at her, uncertain now where this was leading.

  “And what is the seventh commandment?”

  Fanny glanced at Anna again, but her cousin was staring determinedly at the hard boiled eggs. “Thou shalt not…” She bit her lip. “Thou shalt not commit… adultery.” A deep blush was spreading from her neck to her cheeks.

  “Exactly right!” Jane clapped her hands together in mocking applause. “And can you explain to us all what
that word means?”

  “I… no… not really…” Fanny stammered, all confusion now the tables had been turned. I almost felt sorry for the child, although she had brought it on herself.

  “Well I suggest you pay more attention when you are in church, then,” her aunt replied, “for if it is human wickedness you are interested in, you will learn more from the Old Testament than from any newspaper.”

  Fanny went silent then and everybody fell to eating. But after a few minutes Anna ventured a question on the same theme. “What will happen to Lady Craigavon?” she asked, her lips shedding yellow crumbs of egg. “Will she be whipped in the street?”

  “I very much doubt that, as she is the wife of a Lord,” Jane replied. “But I expect that her husband will divorce her when the trial is over. That is what wealthy men do if their wives displease them.”

  Anna looked thoughtful as she swallowed the last of the egg. “So then she can marry Sir Frederick?”

  “Well… yes… if he does not have a wife already, that is,” Jane said.

  “Well, if he does, his wife would divorce him, wouldn’t she?” Fanny piped up. Both she and Anna were looking intently at their aunt, as if they had planned all along to bring her to this point.

  “It is not that simple,” she replied, picking at a clump of daisies and scattering the heads. “A man can divorce his wife for criminal conversation, but she cannot divorce him for the same reason.”

  “What? Even if she is rich?” Fanny sank back on her heels, her arms crossed over her chest.

  “She may be as rich as Croesus, but she must find some other evidence that he is an unsuitable husband. She would have to prove that he has beaten her or committed some other act of immorality.”

  The girls turned to each other with arched brows. “That is not fair, is it, Aunt Jane?” Fanny said. “Must a woman feign blindness to her husband’s wrongdoing? Must she forgive him everything even if he makes her hate him?”

  “When was the lot of a woman ever fair?” Jane shrugged.

  “I know what I would do.” Anna looked all innocence, but her voice was as treacherous as ice on a pond. “If I married a man like that I would poison him. I would do it slowly and secretly, so no one would ever know.”

  “Anna!” Fanny stared at her, open-mouthed. “Then you would go to hell when you died.”

  “What would be the difference?” her cousin replied. “To be forced to live with someone you hated, with no prospect of escape, would be hell enough. But if you were clever, if you did not get caught, you could have many years of heaven on earth.”

  “I do not know what books you have been reading, Anna, but I think your papa would be very shocked to hear you talk thus.” Jane sounded stern, but if I was not mistaken, there was a glimmer of approval in her eyes. “Apparently you have scant regard for what he preaches.”

  “That may be true, Aunt,” the girl replied, with a glance at her cousin, “but I am not the only one in this family who is guilty of it.”

  Her veiled accusation hung as heavy as the gold-laden gorse boughs. Of whom was she speaking? Was it her stepmother? Her uncle Henry? Aunts Elizabeth or Eliza? Jane did not ask and neither did Fanny. Perhaps each was afraid of what they thought she might reveal.

  I busied myself with pouring out lemonade, trying to ease the tension with talk of the comings and goings at the White Hart Inn. Jane was quick to respond and before long the girls were absorbed in making daisy chains. Watching their intent, guileless faces, it was hard to recall that other, shadow side that Anna had displayed so artlessly just half an hour since. I could not have known it then, but the words she had spoken on that sultry spring evening would haunt me just as powerfully as the ghost that had followed me from Godmersham.

  Eighteen

  There was great excitement on the final day of my visit to Bath, for Jane had arranged that we would attend a ball—the very last one of the season. We were to be accompanied by Cassandra and Mrs. Austen, by James and Mary, and, of course, by Henry.

  Fanny and Anna were desperate to go too, but they were considered too young to take part in a public ball such as this. As a compromise they were to be allowed to dress themselves in all their finery and watch the opening dances before being escorted home in Uncle and Aunt Leigh-Perrot’s carriage.

  Mrs. Raike very kindly arranged for my gown to be sent around to Trim Street so that Jane could help arrange my dress and my hair. “Be sure not to run off with any beaux.” She smiled, as she bid me good-bye. “Tell them I cannot spare you!” I laughed at the sheer absurdity of this. I had, as far as I knew, never attracted the admiration of any man. Neither would I have welcomed such attention. My parents had talked of marriage when I was about twenty years old, but seeing my disinclination for the subject, had let it go. They seemed content to keep me with them, and I wanted nothing more. Their loss left a gaping void that I simply could not imagine being filled by a husband. It had not occurred to me that I was capable of the kind of love my parents had for each other. Only in these past few months had that become clear to me. But my version of that love could never be celebrated, as theirs was; it could not even be acknowledged. I was fearful of what Jane stirred up in me; I told myself I was an oddity, an aberration. To tell Jane how I felt would be to risk losing her forever.

  When I arrived at Trim Street, Jane ushered me straight up the stairs to her chamber. “I have the irons ready for your hair,” she said by way of explanation, “so you must sit down and let me get to work.”

  I sat very still as she applied the hot metal tongs and what I experienced was something close to torture. She did not burn me or pull my hair—she was far too deft for that—but the sensation of her fingers on my scalp was an agonizing kind of pleasure. I craved her touch but dreaded the price I must pay for it, which was an overwhelming sense of self-loathing.

  Unconscious of my anguish, Jane was absorbed in creating a coronet of ringlets that softened my brow and covered my rather large ears. She had procured a length of blue satin ribbon to match my gown, which she wound into my hair at the back in a most intricate style, finally fixing in three white ostrich feathers. She told me that when I stood up I must remember to bend my head to get out of the room, as the feathers gave me an extra foot in height.

  Her own dress was white satin with a gold trim on the bodice and sleeves. Around her neck she wore a topaz cross, bought for her by her youngest brother Charles on one of his voyages in the Mediterranean. “Will you fix my hair inside this?” she asked, taking a gold Mameluk cap from a bandbox. “Cass says it makes me look like a Turkish pirate—what do you think?”

  I thought that no pirate could ever hope to look as handsome as she did, with her smooth, olive skin and mischievous, sparkling eyes. She took a bottle of lavender water from her dressing table and dabbed some on either side of my neck at the collarbone.

  “There! You are finished!” She leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek. My hands moved without my permission, reaching out to gather her up. A rap on the door sent them swiftly back down again. Mrs. Austen entered the chamber—or rather two peacock feathers appeared from behind the door, with the old dame attached to them. The feathers had been sewn onto the front of a snug-fitting satin cap of the same purple hue as the eye of the peacock. Her gown was of a similar shade and she carried a reticule adorned with shimmering silver sequins.

  “How well you look, girls!” She leaned back a little, her gloved hands on her hips. “Do you know, Jane, it was forty-two years ago that I danced with your father at this very ball the week after our wedding?”

  “Yes, Mama, you have told me,” Jane replied with a rueful grin at me.

  “Ah! Those were the days! So many young men asking me to dance! Your poor papa was fighting them off!”

  “And I suppose the young men today are nowhere near as handsome or gay, are they, Mama?” Jane’s face was all earnest inquiry, but her bosom quivered with suppressed mirth.

  “No indeed!” her mother replied. “Your b
rothers are sure to be the only ones worth looking at this evening, more’s the pity. I don’t expect there will be anyone young enough to catch the eye of Fanny or Anna, but I cherish hopes for you girls and for Cassandra.”

  Jane looked as if she was going to burst. She put a handkerchief to her mouth and made a kind of muffled snort.

  “You are not going down with a chill, I hope?” Mrs. Austen said. “All that tramping about the countryside in the night air! I never did hold with evening picnics.” With that she made for the door. “Make haste now, girls. Cass is ready and Henry has arrived.”

  When she had gone, Jane fanned her pink face and turned to me with a helpless shrug. “Poor Mama! She never gives up!”

  But what about you, Jane? I couldn’t help wondering how she felt about her mother’s all-too-obvious desire to see her married. It must have shown in my face for she said: “Someone did make a proposal once, you know. He was a neighbor when we lived in Hampshire. His sisters were great friends of mine and he had a large house and a fortune…” She trailed off, staring at the rag rug upon which she stood. “I’d known him since he was a little boy and I loved him almost as much as I loved his sisters. But I knew that I could never love him in that way.”

  I could not see her face for her head was still downcast. What did she mean? I wondered for a moment if she felt as I felt, that men held no attraction for her. But her wistful voice suggested that she was not as I was, that she did like men but had fallen for the wrong kind: the kind for whom a parson’s daughter with no money would not do, no matter how clever or captivating she may be.

  I wanted to ask her if she had ever been in love, but Mrs. Austen bellowed from downstairs, urging us to hurry up. I forgot to duck and my feathers were a little lopsided by the time I reached the hallway. I saw Henry’s eyebrows lift at the sight of me. I was not sure whether he was suppressing a grin at my headgear or simply surprised to see me there at all. Perhaps he had thought to frighten me off with his visit to the White Hart. If that was the case, I thought, grimly, he had underestimated me.